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Thursday, 23 August 2012

  • Nine

    You're my gap toothed lover
    You're more than a friend
    A gap in your happiness
    That I can fill with a kiss
    Or a whisper
    Our lips meet
    Our lips curve up into smiles
    Our whole bodies are smiling
    This is the feeling of being complete
    Just for a moment
    The empty filled with laughter and understanding
    The empty filled with another clasped hand
    The empty filled with another soul

    You're the handsome and the dreamy
    I could only dream of
    Your time-stopping smile
    Your chameleon gaze
    Your quicksand lips
    Your gorgeous heart
    Our hearts beat in time
    Our hopes aligned
    You're mine

    From the tips of your cracked toenails
    To the plateau of your occasional flattop head of hairs
    You're undeniably perfect in all your imperfection
    Perfect even when you haven't shaved your porcupine face for a couple of days
    Perfect even when you snap on a frown for a couple of days
    Perfect even when you are miles away from me
    Though we may be a couple
    For many days
    And nights
    Both spent and saved
    Wistful
    And in body numbing anticipation of the next moment
    I can hold you close to my body
    Close to my soul
    Close to my heart

    You mean so much to me
    Meaning, I adore you
    Meaning, I cherish you
    Meaning, I want to grow old and gray with you
    You make me happy when the skies are gray
    You make me happy when the skies fall down upon us
    Though I've already fallen for an angel, a godsend
    You've already fallen from a shooting star
    We've already fallen in this describable feeling
    We've already fallen but we haven't given up
    No, I won't give up on us
    No, I won't give you up
    No, I give you
    My heart
    My soul
    My future
    Our lives together

    We make a cute pair
    You're the Mr. Potato Head
    To my ears and eyes and hands
    You hear me
    See into my soul
    Touch me from the depths of my heart
    You have the mouth to sooth my aching ears
    The face where I can rest my eyes
    The hands where I can lay my tired hands
    I place my hand in yours
    I place my hopes in you
    For you
    Are my one and only
    The only one for me
    I, your darling sweet potato
    You, my precious potato wedges

     

Friday, 10 August 2012

Sunday, 22 April 2012

Thursday, 12 April 2012

  • Who am I?

    I'm so many different people at once, not quite knowing the means of my own worth, the feelings of resolve, or the methods to my own madness. If I overstepped my bounds, reached beyond my limits, closed up prematurely before my potential, then where am I? A heavy part of me still drags on like a shadow. I'm such a dark person, pretending not to be dark. 

    I'm an aspiring optimist; twice bruised, twice renewed, once saved. Oh, how I aspire

Wednesday, 11 April 2012

Friday, 06 April 2012

Wednesday, 28 March 2012

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    • Location: Orange County, California, United States
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